it rears its head.
October 26, 2008 | 9:41 AM
曲：truth - 嵐
its this shadow that follows me wherever i go. the side that is malicious, selfish, and thoroughly despicable. the side that doesnt want to listen to reason, that wants her own way. and sometimes it rears its ugly head when im alone, and it makes me want to hate and do scary stuff.
i think everyone has this side to them. the side that they dont usually show to anyone, something they keep very private to themselves. its the side that sometimes you get a glimpse of when that person is off-guard, when he doesnt notice. and then when you see it, you feel that unpleasantness, but its gone in a flash.
perhaps it feels a little like naruse ryo in maou.
maybe its just lack of self confidence. and the pimple's not helping.
and it just makes me want to scream my lungs out.
ill go to bed, and wake up in the morning refreshed, i hope.
velda.
